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.twelve.
.Singaporean.
.Gemini.
.Christian.
.Dreamer.
.ex-MERID-ian -> 3D; 4A; 5B; 6A.
.NASS-ian -> 1R4.
.ex-netballer.
.basketballer.
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Sunday, May 9, 2010

Okayy... you know how those kind of girls have a handphone memory FULL of ugly/ pretty, but mostly UGLY cam"whore" pictures? i find that term lame, which explains the " " air quotes...

Anyway, i'm not against those... just not into having those pictures THAT often...

for example, ME... I have a life and I know what else kind of pictures to take instead of ALL cam-"whore"

SCENERY, that's probably the only kind of pictures you can find in my phone... or probably items.... for cam-whore these type? i leave it to my PhotoBooth which is SOO much more cooler, but i don't really bother doing those... well cam-whore stuff.. with..... err... nvm.. i'll stop here, can't tell any of you anymore...

so here are some BREATH-TAKING... or not really... but BEAUTIFUL pictures I took RIGHT outside my window... nope, i did NOT climb out... just zoomed my camera till my window frame was out of the picture...

HERE GOES!!! XD

This is MJC - Meridian Junior College... RIGHT opposite my HDB... JSYK

OKAY DONE!!!

NOW... i wanna show you one BREATH-TAKING awestruck picture I found...

Courtesy goes to Taylor Swift for uploading it on her TwitPic... apparently one of her crew took this photo from Brisbane while she was touring.... this photo mesmerized me more than Jason Mraz did to me.... and I made it my desktop picture....

WONDERFULL~ isn't it? not edited, just a great camera, great angle and the right lighting... which luckily was WONDERFUL at that time.

NOW... for some lame stuff YOU don't care about...

#SelenaGomezDay was the TT on May 9th, MOTHER's DAY!!

I mean... it's worldwide and mostly definitely comes from the US... which was one day before Mother's Day then, but... well,... ppl start celebrating one day earlier... dunno why? oO...

prob so the mom can rest the next day.. yeah?

SO anyway this seems as though Mother's Day - #SelenaGomezDay as TT = They treat Selena Gomez like a mother... aww~ X3....

anyway... HERE's PROOF!!!

6:14 AM

So apparently this is the first time I did something like this...

Wanna sleep but staying up so I could cook my mom's breakfast on time..

DUH!! I can't wake up if I fall asleep!! ==

Oh great... the rose i drew on the back of the card looks extra large and ugly...==.... my secret trick can't be used on drawing this ehh?? X/...

Of course I added some extra petals and many curls inside the flower to make it look pretty decent. :D

Sadly, I am unable to choose most of the mother's day quotes... they all depict of love which I simply can't find much from.. my mom... but she sure is forgiving at times and caring at times... at times...

So i think i'll use "We never know the love of the parent until we become parents ourselves." ?

EUGHH... i wanna get rid of that pathetic rose on the mini card... >

I really wonder why I even bother doing this.... I'm afraid of regretting it... but then, OH WELL~ XP

OKAY. Cooking..... hope i don't wake anybody up while doing this (which was why I was nervous when doing it)

now all I need are some potatoes... BUT, they take too long.. so.. I think I'll get bacon instead? But pancakes... or bread... :/

Arrghh... My breakfast delicious surprise became a deep-fried +pancake disaster...==

The deep-fried Mother's Day surprise disaster II.... okayokay... MAYBE it looks okay? but 1st time I cooked eggs, I was so nervous (oO) that for some reason i used sesame oil instead of oil and made the eggs harden IMMEDIATELY, so basically my scrambled eggs failed. Second try... I put TOO much oil, accidentally left my first egg ( i was planning to use to mini eggs) in the pan, i flipped, but i left it there afterwards.. pretty much soaked in oil, not THAT exaggerated please. so.. there ya go

okay, i mean, this isn't the first time I cooked eggs, i cooked them before a few times and they were GOOD, but this time. ><

the bacon? WORSE.... I kinda lost myself.. I knew the bacon has natural oil within, but for some reason i still put a teeny butter layer on the pan then put the bacon on it and oven-ed it. I opened it a few times and the last time? it spurt.. the... (not-oil, but oil-ish) liquid on my face.. small drops... so yeahh... made pancake

Apparently, just microwaving the pancake for 30secs can make it surprisingly damp... I ate the first one, cause it was TOO damp, i have my reasons to why... so basically I had to eat both my scrambled eggs and pancake before I go to bed...==.. ><

Oh! And guess what? out of ALL of this cleaning up, cooking and blahblah... I forgot to write my name...==... so i wrote on a paper that i didn't want lunch and sorry if it gets cold, sorry for fried, and MY NAME.

NOW... reason to why my blog post seems so weird? Cause I copied and pasted all the tweets and combined them all here... :DD

yup, and my hiatus is canceled! but then again i doubt i'll come back soon.

BYEE~~

Happy Mother's Day! :D

5:58 AM

Friday, March 5, 2010

SO AS YOU MAY HAVE OBVIOUSLY NOTICED..... OR NOT... :P

MY BLOG IS ON HIATUS!!!!

WELL APPARENTLY I LIKE TWITTER AND YOUTUBE SOO MUCH MORE~~!! ><

HAHAS, SO.... BYEE?? BUT I'LL JUST LEAVE THIS BLOG THE WAY IT IS..... :p...

4:32 PM

Saturday, January 23, 2010

is it really possible...?
i dont want to get all hopeful just to be broken down again...
could you tell me the answer to this?
i don't think so...
could you bring and follow me through all these heartbreak?
i doubt so...
could you be the one that stays with me?
i can't find YOU...
why are there so many obstacles?
life's a challenge...
why is it so difficult to believe...?
i need you...
why am i trembling so much?
where are you when i need you?
when will it come true?
i believe... yet its just so difficult to even do that...
please come to my rescue...
where are you?
why is it so heartbreaking?
is it really that important to me?
i guess so... yet ive never really done it before...
why cant you be here?
why do we have to go through so much before reaching the destination?

Life's...... LIFE.

2:23 PM

Thursday, December 17, 2009

If you want to know how.... Christmas feels like with EVERY single child and experience the wonderful feeling by reading... please read on, or if you are just ignorant about Christmas since you've never experienced it before then stop...

i... really honestly do miss the:

- festive spirit,

- love,

- hanging/ arranging of decorations to put on Christmas Tree,

- the mini fights i get into with my parents when i BEG them to let me put ALL the decorations on the tree and they refuse cuz they dont trust me on a ladder,

- the pretty and dazzling Christmas lights,

- the bright shining star on top of the tree (at least thats what i always felt it looked like when i was younger),

- the snow right outside your doorstep, the warmth of the heater in my house,

- wearing the warmed up soft fat slippers which had just been warmed up beside the heater,

- the fussing over wearing how many clothes below my THICK winter jacket before going out to play in the snow,

- the running around in the house,

- cosying up with my whole family on the sofa and watching TV at night,

- shouting around the house and making our parents annoyed and having the best times of my life...,

- drinking HOT chocolate while sitting on my father's lap,

- constantly checking up on the Christmas tree to see if anything is wrong with the decorations,

- getting my parents to help me out with the Christmas cards i would very carefully make for ALL of my classmates and friends,

- carefully drawing and colouring on the Cards trying to make it as nice as possible,

- always remembering to on the Christmas lights in the morning,

- pulling open the curtains every morning after waking up and seeing the beautiful.... gorgeous white scenery right outside my house which would immeadiatly bring a smile upon my face,

- constantly bugging my parents and maid about random things just to have the most fun i could get,

- awaiting for what kind of fun Christmas presents i would get from my parents and maid knowing that Santa Claus was obviously fake,

- getting SO excited to know what Emily (my Best Friend at that time before she moved to the U.S....) who lived VERY closeby got and to show off my own toys to her,

- getting excited over playing small toys together with her cuz its just so fun when im with her,

- annoying my parents when they come over to get me to come home by making them wait as long as they could stand and try running everywhere,

- the beautiful celebrations they have in the Clubhouse,

- the lucky draw prizes we could get,

- meeting a fake Santa Claus in a restaurant when our parents brings us out and pretending that we are so excited and thinks he is real just so we could get extra presents from that guy, running all about the house... ........ .....

then looking out of the windows one morning and hear the birds chirping, snow melting, beautiful grasses and trees growing back and happily knows that... ahh... its the start of a New Year... its the beautiful Spring again..............

*sniffles... my face is currently pathetically filled with teardrops......*
i really miss.... X'mas......
sorry for making you read such a long and dumb paragraph if it did matter to you to read... and im sorry if it makes you think badly of me for any reason? but ~~writing~~ typing it out then reading it after ive typed it really helps me remember those wonderfully beautiful memories again......

okayy... really pathetic.. i know... fine...
as i said, my room is the best place to let everything out......

wow.... i guess i really do miss the life overseas.....
dont blame me for that since a terrible at English person like me could actually express almost all of my memories on Christmas in slight detail like that.... means i really do... miss it aLOT...

oh gosh, i doubt you are either reading anymore or just didn't even read this... so....
yeaa.... im ending this post.

have a nice evening
God Bless,
Jas

6:02 PM

hahah....

currently (or.. im just over this obsession.. since ive finsihed about everything... :p)
*something you wont care about or know whats so interesting... XD!*

anyways, hate MYSELF!!
LOL.
okayy, not emo, just hate myself for leaving all my homework to finish for this month, then stupidly realises this month is a TERRIBLY busy one..... *POUTS!!*

gosh....
PLEASE help me... gahh..
XD

oh well, anyway...
just gave Carina her Christmas present today...
stupid... i chicken... asked Suhailah help me pass to her...
so on the way back from the sports place which we went for match and training, she opened it and LOL!
[never expected this (cuz Yi Chen told Renette that she and Carina likes "diva" stuff (which i have totally NO idea what it is) when she asked her)]
the sec 2's were like sqeauling "so cute, so cute"
and im like thinking: "phew... so glad so glad.... never choose wrongly....phew! she likes it.... HENG!"
XD

then for some reason even though i gave her NO clue except that im giving sec 2 present, she called my name, (WOAH! scared me badly - at that time i still didn't know they liked it- !! )
then i say "huh?" then she say Renette... aishh...
nvm.. its getting confusing....

anyway, oh gosh, that was qutie terrifying.... yet.. haha, im glad
cant wait to give my senior in Church her present (her FAV Hello Kitty.)
its a pretty Hello Kitty decorated box, inside got one musical box and hello kitty biscuits and i put in some sweets and mini-pops (small lolipops) to fill up the empty box

HOPE SHE'LL LIKE IT! XD

gosh....
seriously no mood to study....!!!

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GAHH!H!
freaking out now....
(or actually just staring blankly at the screen with a pouty face)
but really dunno what to do with my homework + 1 week left!!!!!!!

oh well, byes!!

God Bless,
- Jas

5:35 PM

Monday, December 14, 2009

BALI TRIP UPADTE
(read on if you dare to continue for about half an hour..... (just kidding,... but it IS possible....))
[Tuesday]
Got ready then set off for airport, father checked if we could have an upgrade in our seats for fun, just to see if can from Economy Class to higher class on the airplane. We got our plane tickets from company for free since my dad works there (but need to see if got empty seats then can get tickets). So upgrade is ask if higer class got empty seats or not. So... we were REALLY lucky since Economy Class all full, so they upgrade us to Business Class (sadly, not First Class... oh well)

anyway, when landing had a HUGE headache and my left eye hurt ALOT and i MEAN aloT!! stupid air pressure, first time i felt that way.

anyway, got to airport blablabla....blablalbblabla... got to our resort which has rooms similar to hotels (REALLY nice) and its SOO cool!! its like CHEAP! US$138(?) every night for 5 ppl, but normally for hotels overseas is like about the same price for only 1 person. COOL RIGHT??
LOL.... (leemmee advertise for them... "BALI DYNASTY RESORT" amAZING place!)
anyway, the room has a queen sized bed and a double decker bed and a pull-out bed below and a sliding door in between the two seperate kinds of beds (for privacy? i dunno)

so the first day.. ... crap.. lemme thinkk....
oh yea!
so it was already in the afternoon, so we just walked around the resort. eldest bro still in Singapore since he taking another flight not SIA.. lol SAD...
Dad and Mom left me and my bro alone and went OUT of the resort.... =.=...WTH?
so we waited and waited (didn't know they actually went OUT of the resort) so we walked around the whole place.....

after dad and mom came back, we went to the amazing swimming pool!! one side of the swimming pool is sort of deep, at least definetely deeper than the swimming pools here.
then got one bar there IN the pool, so COOL!!
so the Americans and others (Ang-Mo's - or so the ppl here call them) are like party animals!! all standing around in the swimming pool (lol, they not swimming, just talking and fun) then the adults ALL surround the bar and chatting the whole time.

Then theres a childrens pool. you can rent blow-up balls for free, got a volleyball net in the middle of the pool and a HUGE HUGE pretty long open slide there... SO COOL! XDD

anyway, after that we walked out the back door (behind the swimming pool) and found the sea/ ocean!! EVEN COOLER!! black sand. (not literally black, but... dunno how say) then got one mini stall there braid your hair one... as in like those TONS of strands of braids, really creepy... and ALOT of ang-mo young girls do it... (blonde hair + that kinda hair style = looks bald)

i didn't do it... chickened out... :p....

yea... then so on, nothing much after that...
(i found that they sold Reese's in the airport!!! XDDD!!!! SO COOL!!! of course i bought it... ^^)

[Wednesday]
This day was kinda boring...... Dad made friends with the free bus driver who drives around alot of hotels... (you know?...) then the driver suggested his cousin to be our personal driver hes cheap and experienced and thanks goodness... pretty young... 20+ or 30+.. not old old.. stingy...yea.. hes friendly
So Bali is a HUGEEEEEHUGEEEHUGEEEHUGEEEHUGEEE..... (+++++++)..... place. takes about 1 hour to travel to another place which isn' t even close to 1/10 of Bali.... =.=....
so this day we wanted to see more of attractions so we had long rides.. (at least the car was comfortable enough to sleep in, really decent car)
so we went to a monkey forest there and bought a small bunch of bananas to feed them with.
apparently they allow us to feed them.... o.o..
so there are ALOT of tourists there (not packed tho)...
the baby monkeys or small ones are really cute and i love to feed them rather than the adult rough ones....
the adult ones would pull your clothes (not that rough) and follow you if you have bananas....
wont talk much about it....

(eldest bro)

then we went on to see a volcano.... really super long ride.. on our way there stopped at a famous protected rice plain... and bought some really cool thingy...
(the people there really desperate to sell things... really lame and similar to everyone else things... eveeryone sells the same stuff and they would knock on the car door if you stop and keep begging for you to buy....)

anyway, saw the volcano.... then stopped by a open spa which looks like a swimming pool, another bar within the pool. not much ppl at all.... but amazingly the pools there allow you to wear anything in... =.=... even clothes lol?
so we went to a nearby run-down shop which sells clothes which are SOO old that they look second-handed..... but we just bought them...

(the volcano)

(huge chunk of volcanic ash)

(by the pool bar)

(=.=... candid shot, didn't realise Dad was there taking the photo)

(hahah!! my sceond bro carrying me in the water)

(gosh... such a pretty view behind...)

yea... so on...
the lunch there was TERRIBLE! so MUCH houseflys KEEP flying back after you shoo them, cant E.I.P.... so i lost my appetite...

after that.... i think we went home.. cant exactly remember..

3:39 PM